I am Tired of Feeling Like I am Fucking Crazy

Posted on by Room 95
Since the Semester Break has finally(!) came, my never-ending list of procrastination, reading books and avoiding human contact can finally(!) come to life. These might have been true if only I weren’t a senior, but as for my luck, I am a student in one of the hardest systems in terms of education, great. Still, I’ve planned to do so many little things during these two weeks.
Today, I went to have my Graduation Photos taken for the year book (I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE I’M A SENIOR), and I can honestly say that I’m not the best model on Earth. I get frozen instantly when I’m in front of a camera, and my smile changes into something artificial right away. That I can’t control. And you’ll know what I’m talking about once I get my hands on my photos, which will be on Saturday. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE to capture frames of almost anything really, including myself, but there is a reason why I use a tripod whenever I can and not give the camera for someone else to take my photos.
This week, my family and I are planning on going to an animal shelter and just spend some time there, feeding the little dogs and giving them love. I’ll also go to my Dad’s place and take some outfit photos for my blog next week. Aside from this, I really want to read hundreds of books as soon as I find my Kindle… 
How about you guys? What’s up with your life?

32 thoughts on “I am Tired of Feeling Like I am Fucking Crazy”

  5. beautiful picture,love the boyfriend white shirt!!!:)u said in your profile you are singer,what kind of songs you sing?and btw.am your new follower:)

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  6. Thank you so much for your kind words! As for your question, I do a lot of covers, nothing professional though, just as a hobby, I write songs too but can't create a music for them 😦 Thank you for following me! ❤

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  8. Thank you so much Eda! Aaah I know, I'm so sorry I'm taking ages till writing and sending it…I've been so busy. But I promise you'll receive it! 🙂
    You look so pretty, aww I love this wonderful pictures…the first and the last ones are really really really amazing! <3 xx

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  15. You´re gorgeous!
    Just try to breathe… I just graduated college and I understand that horrible exams pressure and stress, it´s the worst thing ever. Just breathe and try to focus on little achivements!

    We like your blog, would you like to follow each other?? Stop by our blog and let us know!
    KISSES
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  17. I know exactly what you mean about freezing up for photos! I'll do whatever in front of my tripod, my smile rarely looks fake, I don't have weird posture. But as soon as my boyfriend starts taking pictures it all goes downhill. Such a shame, since I'm sure my pictures would be 100X better if I could just learn to pose better in front of someone else!

    This is the first time I've come across your blog, and I love it. I look forward to seeking your updates 🙂

    xx
    Sophisticated Lace

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  22. I agree with you completely! It all could be so much easier and efficient if someone else takes our photo but well, this is our luck… And thank you so much for your kind words ❤

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  27. Im in the middle of my exams so stress is my best friend now 😀 and I miss reading books sooo much, but cant find the time 😦 anyway these are one of your best pics so far, really love them and your hair is gorgeous !! Love the idea of a trip to the shelter, too cute 🙂 Have a great weekend :*

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  29. I wish you the very best in your studies and good luck in your exams, I'm sure you'll do amazing in all. And thank you so much, I wish you a great one too!

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  31. Congrats, once again 😉 I still have to wait untill the end of next month to have my exams done (and I'm so stressed because I still haven't started to study as much as I should damn.) and after that starts the studying so that I can apply for universities. Oh my, even talking about it makes me stressed!

    But anyways. Here is something to get your minds off these things. I challenged you on my blog to tell 4 random things about yourself 🙂 !

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  32. I know exactly how you feel! I haven't put myself into my studies that much lately as well, I hope that luck will be on your side though! I'm sure you'll do more than amazing Sabina, though studying just a little won't hurt! 🙂

    I'll look at your blog right away, thank you! 🙂

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